kecoklatan melanda,,,,,

dlm mase 3 hari ni...terlampau bnyk kandungn coklat n gule dlm bdan ye,,ya ampun...semoga aku insap..hahahha,,,tgk jela ape y aku mkn dlm 3 hari ni..xtermasuk nasi2 n lauk pauk y xingt 2 yek..hahahha...pqa..pqa..pqa.. .....

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big girl...

urm...smlm tepat jm 12.38 pm..officially nye aku dh berumur 23 thn...
uwwwaaa!!!hohoho,,,

thanx mama sbb lahirkan angah n jg angah smp umur 23 th ni..huhuhu..
.cyg mama...xmo degil2 dh (jnj ku kt mama),,,

thanx kt bdak2 opis,,,yana,,sai,,imai,,shida,,k.mar,,k,ct,,,k.sauma,abg nazri,,jaar,,,
bos2,,,cik farah,cik mary,,en pidot,,,en faishol..sbb clbrate bday kite,,eheheh.,,terharu,,,

thanx kt mama juge sbb bli kan kek n blaje kepc..heheh..tp cm xbest sbb ayie n awie xde,
,sedey je mlm td,,huhuh...xde pic nk share la sbb xamek gmbr la..hhuhuh...

thanx kpd kwn2 y wish kt aku,,,aku hargai sume2 2,,
sbb ingt gak korg kt aku,,huuhuh,,,

monday blues,,,,,

dlm bnyk2 hari,.hari senin la gwa plg lemau gler...aduss..wat sume bnd xjadi ni,,,
last2 g tdo kt surau eh..(jgn tiru aksi ini)...hahahhaha..
pdhal ade je keje melambak ats meja ni..agknye sbb x pekena nes kot hr ni,,,
xmo biase kan diri ngn nes dh..sbb once dh minum..xbole nk stop k..huhuhu,,
sbb dh 2 hari berturut2 aku terjebak ngn minuman berkafein ni,,
hr sabtu mnm capuccino,.,smlm minum white coffee,,,sanggup lepak sesorang kt oldtown sbb dh sangap nk minum white coffee k..hahahah...bahaye2...

last strday aku n lily celebrate our bsday in advanced..sedey..sbb dh 3 thn celbrate bsday rmai2 ngn kwn2 kan..ttbe this year clbrate ktorg 2 org jek..huhuhu..sedey2,,,thanx lily 4 ur treat..heheheh..ktorg tgk movie..mkn2x...jln2...ala2 romantik gitu..hahahha,,,,

cter psl tgk movie..ktorg tgk cter "The Legion"..
cter ni xbest mane pn...tp bisa membuat jantung ku gugur,,,hahahah..sbb elemen suspender die mmg suspend la..myb sbb aku ni penakot,,,beriye tutup mate la apela..hhahaha...tp tyme 2 agak xselesa sbb mamat sebelah aku 2 cm bau xsedap..hahaha...tp kn bole terpesong la akidah kite tgk cter 2...hohoho,,ade ke malaikat jibril lawan mikail..hohoho,,,,jz bole tgk jela cter 2...toksah amek pengajarn ke ape ke...huhuhu...

seek for a forgiveness

what would you do if someone keep on doing the same mistake?
it would be easier if that person doesn't have any relation with us..
we can just buang him or her,,

but it is more about myself.,
i did make same mistake over n over againnn!!!!
i couldn't forgive myself...
the fact that i'm doing such stupid things b'coz i just wanna help a friend...
i thought that person has change,,but crap!!he didn't...
now i have 2 tanggung all my stupidness,,


i wish u guys know wht was really happnd,..i can't handle it alone..bt i have 2 keep it on my own,,,T_T

keredhaan

Allah xkn uji hambanya klu DIA tau kite xmampu hadapinya,,,
semua y terjadi ade hikmahnye,,
aku sedar aku di beri sedikit kelebihan drpd org laen,,
xbangga pn mempunyai kelebihan tersebut,,
malah aku bersyukur krn di beri rahmat sedemikian rupe,,,
aku sedar DIA sedang menguji aku skunk ni,,,
aku akan cbe sehabis baek utk menghadapi sume ni...
aku lakukan e2 sume sesungguhnya kerana DIA...
DIA yang lebih mengetahui segalanya,,,

c debab...

C debab ni dh ade azam baru..nk jd c gagah la pule..heheheheh,,,
ke gym adelah tujuannye,,,harap2 xla hangat2 tahi itik je ye c debab..hhahhaha...

farewell...

Hr ni hari terakhir En D kt cni,,,die akn further study kat Aussie soon,,,
sedey sgt weyh,,,die seorg boss y sgt bagus,,die sgt komited ngn keje die,,
kdg2 bese la as a boss mst la "hangin2" kan..tp besela adat bekerja,,
sape y xpnh "hangin2" ble wat keje??sebaek mane pn manusia 2,sure pnh mrh2 kan..
lumrah manusia..y xsempurna,,,lg2 dpt staf cm aku y sengal2 xingt ni kan..hahahah,,
huhuhu,,sedey seyh...tp td tyme En D bg amanat kt unit ktorg,,sempat plak nk kne kan aku en,,,
hahhaha,,ADVANCED katenye,,mulut klu xreti nk diam cmni la weyh..hahahha,,,

pape pn..kpd En D (mcm la die bc blog ni kan..hahaha),,
Qa (name panggilan die kt aku) wish a very good luck of u,,
semoga En D dapat hbskan master dgn jayanye,,,semoga selamat pergi n pulang,,,
mohon maaf n ampun ats kesalahan y Qa wat kt En D selama ni,,,wat keje xbtl kan..hehehe,,,
Terima kasih di atas segala2 nya,,,En D bnyk bg e2 ini kt ktorg,,segan giler..huhuh..
hope En D success..huhuhu...sedey T_T...

i am what i am..<3

I am what I am...I know what I'm not..
wherever I go..I know where I stand..
I'm gonna be this way right up until my dying day...
coz that’s how it goes head to my toes...
if u guys didn't like it,,get it with sumbody else,,
I’ll never change my ways...
This is how it is and this is how it’s gonna stay
Because I am what I am..and nobody else..I'm jz being me...

~The End~

aku sedar sejak ble diri aku berubah...dr seorg y periang,,y gns,,y hapy go lucky dulunye,,,skunk m'jd seorang y sgt2 setia pd nan 1,,seorg y amat sensitif,,mudah menangis,,pendendam n mcm2 lg la y -ve..i want my life back,,,aku nk jd syafiqa y dlu,,,y xkesah lgsg dgn sume bnd,,aku bnc diri aku y skunk ni...

bnd ni bermula dr saat aku knl ngn seorg hamba Allah ni,,aku xpnh t'pk hdp aku akn jd seteruk ini...aftr mcm2 bnd y t'jd kt ktorg,,,aku stil xdpt nk lpe kn die,,,aku xtau knp...aku rase cm die sebhgn drpd tggjwb aku...aku xtau nape..aku cm stuck dlm hdp die,,,eh.ke die y stuck dlm hdp aku eh???ntah..xtau..pening dh...ktorg jd cmni sbb ade bnd lg y ktorg xselesaikan..bnd ni xkn selesai selgi die maen tarik tali ngn aku...

tp pk2 balik,,,aku sedar,,,die bkn sape2 bg diri ni,,,die mmg bukn sape2,,,die xde kne mngena lgsg dlm hdp aku...aku xperlukan die lg,,,

aku dh nekad,,mulai dr hr ni,,,aku lepaskan die,,,aku xnk campuri lgsg urusan hdp die,,pape pn y terjadi kt die slps ni,aku xnk amek tau lgsg,,,dgn harapan,,die jgk akn lepaskn aku pergi,,kte xperlu kan each othr,,if kte stil bersame pn..kite hny akan menambh luke di hti msg2,,,we both knew it,,aku dh pnt.,,,sgt2 pnt,,,aku nk kejar balik ape y aku dh t'lps slame ni...

dia y aku mksdkan,,bkn bf kesygn,,,tp seseorg y pernah muncul dlm hdp aku...aku hormati die y dulunye,,tp tidak skrg,,,aku bersyukur aku wat kptsn ini..melepaskan die adlh 1 kptsn y terbaek,, if aku stil ade die,,hdp aku akn b'tmbh parah,,,thanx kwn2 sbb korg byk bg nsht,,tp i refused 2 accpt it,,,my fault,,n i'm really regret 4 not listening 2 u guys,,,

SELAMAT TINGGAL _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _T_T

wht goes around comes around,,,,

xtau r ape nk jd ngn manusia skunk ni kan...plz la...hdp ni sementara je kot,,,(insap ni),,,huhuhu,,urm,,,mati ke klu kte being nice 2 ppl???mati ke???sgt xphm ok...arrrggghhhhh...jz once in ur life tlg la being nice wif ppl y pernah tlg ko bole x???bkn nk mintak balasan pn...balasan 2 klu korg xbg pn xpe,,aku mengharapkan balasan y DIA akn bg di akhirat sane nnt,,GANJARAN y DIA akn bg krn menolong insan2 ni lbh BESAR di sana nnt,,,so aku xhadap sgt pn korg nk hargai aku ke x,,,tp sgt xphm...korg xnk tlg aku xpe,,aku xksh,,tp ngn org laen pn ko nk wat cm2,,cm melampau r kan,,,give n take la...klu korg dlm kesusahan,,even xsesusah mane pn,,,we all snggp tlg tau even kdg2 bnd 2 melanggar etika hdp aku..tp sbb aku kesian kt korg,,demi persahabatan, aku tlg,,tp tgk ape y u guys did 2 us???..xpe2...bia la org nk wat kt kite,,tp jgn sesekali kte wat kt org,,,bia kan mereka,,hanya DIA y tau segala2 nye,,,
kpd org2 y tlh bersabar melayan karenah mereka2 ni,,,aku ucapkan SYABAS!!!kpd org2 y xsdr diri ni,,bwk2 la insap...hdp xselalunye indah,,,

berakhir sudah.....

Uwwaaa T_T,,,,10 hr 2 aku cuti...hr ni last day...esk keje...T_T....
criusly not in da mood yet nk msk keje blk...huhuhuh...urm...nvm, thn baru ni kne azam br kan...hope everythng's gonna b fine..hhuhuhu,,,,
10 hari aku bercuti,,ape aktvt aku heh???hehehe,,,,
antaranye....fmly vacation..kt PD..3 hr 2 mlm...heheheh,,,,melepek kt umh,,,,tgk tv 24 hrs,,dh lame xwat cm2 en..hehehe,,,pas2,,,mini gathrg ngn dak2 clas tyme skola dlu,,,best2x,,,sbb dh lme xlepak ngn dorg,,,seb baek la bsday serul tyme org2 cuti,,hehehehe...shoping sane cni..haahha...hangout ngn sara n adhwa...tgk avatar k...rezeki ktrg tyme 2 seat tgl 3 jek..cun2 kt tgh2 lak 2..hahhaha...clbrate bsday acik izan...01.01.10 gak...reading novel...ehhee...n mcm2 lg la,..n also hepy new year,,,,